I'm still on plan, but I don't feel like posting much, for some reason. I'm in that first great week of WW where I'm still motivated to eat fruit for snacks and make myself a salad every night to eat for lunch the next day, and I'm never hungry and I always have a few points left over at the end of the day. It's a good place to be in, while it lasts, but I'm also waiting for the other shoe to drop.

I know that any day now, I'll be too tired to go to the store and buy fruit and veggies to snack on, so I'll start eating crap because I'm hungry, but it won't be as filling as a healthy snack, and I'll be grumpy because I'll be out of points and hungry. I know that it's lurking around the corner.

And since I've been under on points the last couple of days, I really want to go to the store and buy snacky things that aren't so healthy, like chocolate chip granola bars, which, technically I can have because they are only a few points (2, I think. Or three.) and I have the points to spare. But I'm hesistant to buy that stuff, because in the past it's been hard to stop myself when I start snacking on sugar. I feel like I should be in a healthier-mental state before I start doing that, so I won't over eat, but I don't know how or when I'm gonna get there.

Also, I've been exercising a bit this week, which makes me feel good, but my evening class just started and I've been looking into ways to carpool to work to save on gas, and I don't know how to fit working-out into my new schedule. This becoming-healthy thing, it's definitely not easy.

I brought a lot of fruit to work to snack on this week, but I'm sitting here looking at it, a little afraid to eat it. Last time I started WW I had bad diarrhea because I was not used to eating so much fiber. I've probably eating a little better recently than I was back then, so maybe it won't affect me so much, but I'm also wishing that I had some Immodium on hand, just in case. I'd run over to the pharmacy and get some, but I signed up for a flexible spending account at work that doesn't start until September 1, so I'm trying to put off all pharmecutical purchases until then. I'm also sore from painting a friend's house this weekend and out of Advil at home, so I'm living with the pain until Thursday (although, hopefully it will be gone by then, anyway).

Went back to Weight Watchers yesterday, and I've lost 5 pounds since I quit in January. At least I didn't gain five, so woo!

I liked the meeting a lot more than the ones I was going to before. The leader, M, seems a lot more into getting to know and tracking the progress of her clients, more so than the lady at the other meeting did. It was also a lot more interactive and group-supportive than the other meeting. I think I'm going to like this a lot more.

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